LaGGers Hell HoLE

It has been a Long Long time since i BOLGed... for now, everthing is so bleak.. whatever i do is meaningless, hopeless..

Ever since failing my practical (25 Hrly) test, notthing has been smooth for me.
Getting a GAIR recently on 28th DEC was the biggest hit of my life.. and still is..

Although it has been already been 2 weeks, things have not gotten any better, Is this a test from the "KAMI" above?

All be thankful for is the friends around me who have been really supportive, enduring my old shitty stlye of life, "Tua-ing" them when i didn't really feel like moving out of my house and most of all, my changed attitude towards work at SQN.

Whenver things happen, we often will try to look for some1 close to us, for a helping hand but often, it will come as a dissapointment as we have high expectations and cause we are at "THE TIME OF LIFE", we feel that people have to give in to our consistant nagging and nonsense. Deep down, all I wanted was probably a safe route out, as i felt i have disgraced alot of people, starting from my father, the EO and the WO (ex-WO also)..

It could be a Good strong motivation for others but with regards to me.. It spells [THE END].

----> One thing will never change.. i believe, i WILL still trust, no matter what happens..