Library Time

Guess what.. It's time to rant again. I think Mooky got my blog address already. Quite bad since i keep talking about him and ah tai on my blog. Zzz I just need a new address and new identity probably.

Blogs are powerful tools for a person to express thier thoughts views and love for something. For me, it is a medium to express my views, at any moment i got the internet in case i forget what i was going to say.

I have got a real bad headache and right now at this moment, ah tai called mi to tell mi that our boss has just arrived at the lab. Regardless true or fake, i believe in him.

Call me a sucker. After today's encounter with "NIE lady" again, i had a chance to screw her for cutting cue, yet i didn't, though we made a joke and laughed, it did hurt me quite bad at that time. Maybe she wanted to take that sotong ball on purpose while queuing but still, deep down, i did not even say a thing, juz mindless blabering on how pissed i was.

Is this due to our society that makes people only able to express ourselves on papers, to our friends and forums? I don't even know, just feeling like a coward hidding behind the shadows and point fingers at the strong while i cower in fear.

Friends bring put the best in us and yet they can bring us down anytime. But when we really do need help how many will come to your aid? I am proud to say that my close buddies whom i call "BRO" will be there for me. DEFINATELY. though we argue and quarrel or worse, dun even meet for a long time, i am sure if i die, they will be at my wake. :)

I am always fantasing on the dark side of mine, yet my body feels like an old man, though i hope to end my life soon in this senseless battle of the fittest, i have so many obligations to my parents and brothers that i can't put anything behind. The mere thought of making my family sad is just unberable for my soul.

To main point i want to emphasise is PEOPLE, please sit down and think, what is really important to you in life, so when things go bad in your life, you will not lose your way.

Since we are on the topic of friends again, i would like to dedicate this song to my buddies out there. The lyrics are great and the anime (Onmyou Taisenki) is kool. Enjoy...



~Memories created are meant to be revisted as time goes by, though it may be happy or sad, the important thing is the feeling you have at the moment. [CHU]