FriDaY the 13th.. ALL thinGs Made Known..

*SIGH*

There has been no peaceful daes since -->THAT<-- Happened.. I tot by doing lots of things for my EO my sentence would be lighter.. I was Wrong... Dead Wrong.. 7 Damn F**KinG Xtras.. Maybe it's because i haven't done enough? or was it that he truly thinks that i was wrong and allowed this Shit to happen? DAmn eVERY bodY..

What is TRUE? My father has always been preaching to me that everybody can make friends but when things happen one by one people will start to distant away from u.. For me, the worse was the psycological effect.. Everytime i see my Airforce friends, i kinda of remember how a failure i was.. a dissapointment to my SQN. Although i am veri veri greatful for them.. but i still can't face them.. Esp. at work.. It will be a stumbling block...

Till dis day i still dun noe Why "UNKNOWN" things happen to me.. E.g.

1) When my ear defender juz got lost out of the blue &
2) When did the torque bit dissapear?

Can i not trust people? i'm getting so tired of this fascade. No matter what i do, i still fall into the hands of FATE. Wheels of Destiny allows me to fall into the darkness only to show me how great the LIGHT is. WHY!!

LIFE IS MEANINGLESS.. DEATH IS A TEMPORARY SOLUTION, But brings AGONY to PEOPLE around You. MovinG on is trying to let people around U WorrY Less.. But the PAIN will 4ever be ther.. FOREVER...

Omoide wo yakitsukushite susumu daichi ni
Natsukashiku me fuite yuku mono ga aru no~~

(Translation)
-->Branded into my memories, on the ever-turning earth,
there is something sprouting in remembrance