One Litre Of Tears

Juz finished watching "One Litre Of Tears" a Jap show about this girl who has Spinocerebellar disease. (Real-life turned show). Really sad. About how family stood by each other in times of crisis.. Didn't really sleep last night till this morning at abt 8am then manage to sleep, when my bandwidth excceded. Zzz. God Rulez..

She looks pretty. typical jap girl. but when she smiles happily, she looks like a porn star. Zzz

Was thinking about some trival issues, on how i keep complaining to my "buds" that Life was so unfair to me the last week but after watching this show, the female lead at some low point of life asked this question " Why Me?" It makes me wonder how insignificant i am when compared to her. There was this question post by the guy - Humans are greedy, when allowed to live for a certain amount of time, they will always want more. Yet the girl answers "Is it wrong?"

For some reason, the boy looks like the guy who came for the homestay program.. nono.. i think the drama boy looks more kawaii ..Zzz Halucinating sia.. i need food..

I start to have this thinking of every single thing that should happen will happen, therefore the good, bad or worse comes, i am READY. Maybe without the disease, the girls family would not have been bonded so great and the research in Spinocerebellar would not have improved, or the guy would not have changed his thinking and enrolled into med school. Every little thing that occurs to us will inevitably affect the people around us, either you grow in spirit or drown in your sorrows. Many a times the choices we have to make are tough ones. There is no easy way out to determine if you are living. Wasting life away is ~Zetaii not possible Nehy?

Currentlynow i am without Goals or motivation but the thought of being with my family and friends is good enough for me.

Another issue on my mind is probably A saying " Humans are born Good ( Ren Zi Chu, Xing Ben Shan)" I dun agree actually. babies from young have a strong instinct to survive, if they want to. Thus if u starve a baby and put a cookie with him, giving instructions NOT to eat, they will gobble it up and tell you they have lost it. Kool huh? Though not scientifically proven yet, it is morally impossible to prove too. *SIGH*

What ever the case, This are my own personal views and has no realations to the people out there. THEY ARE MINE AND SOLEY MINE. I am not asking any one of you to understand. DEATH ---> If i was on my death bed, or murder/ car crash, my final word that i hope to write in blood will be "FAMILY" & M,K (Father And Mother I Love You & minky chu, Kor kor) Juz a passing thought anyway. I dun noe the reason i am here but i hope that i will leave a lasting impression to the people around me. Good impression that is. So that if i die one day, i would wan to be juz like her, a use to the society. Kool Huh.. Nehy~

It's cam whore time. Enjoy Part II of the pictures. This time my pics will be on My uncles Bdae and GOLD CLASS experince. Dozou~

The chocolate Birthday cake which i baked for mu uncle. Side toppings are whip cream but chocolate sauce (All hand made, my mixer spoil le. Need to get new one)

The Gold Class broshure which keeps the tickets. SHould have entered the cinema earlier. Zzz. Kuku of me. There is always next time right. keke.. I love going to special places with special people. Hor :P Experience like no other.

No photos allowed actually cause disturbing mah. so i secretly take before the people came in. Can you see how big the seat is? and our Ice tea. Like no other lor. So is the price. Zzz

After Gold Class Experience, We went to Sakae Sushi to eat. Almost all red plates lor. Sashimi Bonfiza. ate up till 50 dollars. Nuts. Luckily this time your treat :P

~Memories forged with special people at unique places will always remain in our hearts when places are revisited. They last longer than those built on honey words and nochanlent feelings. "Jaa Nehy~

( Thanks mummy for the baa Zhang, Noya Zhang and Chai Zhang. Filled me greatly, cause at least something made hot by you :P. Hall Life is over. Keys returned and now at home base. Time is 2.45am, thursday. Kor kor you dun get to eat dayi's "zhang" i will eat your share. Nehy? Itadakimas~)