I am a failure for Life; Once again it is proven that i can do nothing

Yesh.. i have failed my interview @ NIE. I can’t be a teacher. Try again? nope i am not going to. I will wallow in self pity and probably think about slashing my wrist & just wither away this face of the earth. Why must all the bad shit come at once? get a placing first? Muri desne~

With my results, i most likely will be the one that get filtered off first. moreover i can start work immediately so who would want me?

All the talk of securing a job first applies to 1st class honours people. I have given up hope on everything.

Good Bye Cruel World – I need to change myself; kill my old self and start everything a new, or probably the footsteps of David?

Nehy~ doubt so. I dun think i will do anythign baka-ish until i get my revenge. – in MAY perhaps..

JAA~ for now..

PS: dun bother about me.. it’s just mindless ranting.. zzz