A FU*KING DAY

FU*K -- FU*KinG-- FU*K...

Wat a Vulgar way to start an entry but it is how i'm feeling now..
My day started out wonderful with the same old routine but soo many Fucking things happened todae.. Mood Spoiler? Probably.. but i haf already lost my zest and jovilness every since that FATEFUL Day.. (See FRidae 13th POst..)

For starters, the marshelling i so loved was cocked up.. i forgot to ask the pilot to close the damn canopy when taxi-ing in.. Yeah yeah i noe its my fucking fault but i didn't believe i could forget, after to of my frenz CRM me.. Y? Why? Geroge was dissapointed n me.. Well lots of people were.. I was FUCKING dissapointed with myself to the extend i juz wanted to find a hole DIE. Moreover it was "BULLET".. But somehow he didn't really scold me, oni dissapointed that i forgot.. (Yet again-- DISSAPIONTED). ah HEI wanted me to feel better by joking but it didn't really work. But i thank him for being a nice uncle, always coaching me and teaching me trying to make me feel less stressful, juz like my real uncle. *SIGH*

Later on, there was a comp wash and a confi change, due to my STUPIDITY, i couln't even remember how to use a torque wrench.. Y? I a bloody Fucker.. THAT "ASSHOLE" is always right. But does that give him the authority to Fuck me around? DAmn Him... I always feel like being manupilated by people around me.. throwing my trust lai dat..

I really dun mind doing things for people.. All i ask for is people to be appreciative.. Is that alot to ask? PS: I help cause i wan to.. not that i am suppose to.. Get that fucking right..

Luckily the day ended quite well.. my father came to base and instead of fetching me home, he followed me behind with his car all the way home!! (Cause i insited on cycling home.. too Fucking pissed today, near to clear my head-- if i complain, WWIII will happen) of course he was holding up the traffic but well.. i really enjoyed the attention, he is always there for me.. a phone call away so right now, THANK U DADDY.. & I LUV YA.. hehe..

LESSON for today?

--> "FUCK" is a term used when the person is very very pissed off to the extend that he can't use any term to describe his feeling of Anger and Disgust towards a person/thing/himself.

--> & ur parents will always luv u and be there silenlty supporting u.. no matter wat happens.. Brother/Sisters are oni bonouses..

SO if u have finished reading,
JUZ FUCK OFF.....