Sad FU*King Day

WHy? Why? i always plan something but that asshole can't seem to understand. Always playing his stupid computer and not doing anything to help in the house. My whole stuff is in the mess and i have no time to tidy yet i got to think of things to make my father happy (Father's Day), it is my special day too you know!! I think i am going to dissapear on my special day. Juz walk around Singapore to places i have wanted to go but never go b4 and food that i want to eat but have no chance. I am tired of being Good, GOD please help me.

I wan to escape but there is no way out. I need a "LIGHT". Maybe that is a solution. JoJo's song juz keeps poping into my head -- "I can't take this anymore"...

i need a stress reliver, juz for some moment i wan to have peace, even for a minute, it will be enough.