Snippets of my Kuku Life.. So far.. *SIGH*

Part I [juz b4 dinner]:

I'm feeling a little low and moody, heart acheing and crying -- cause i've been a really lousy and fucked up fren to people around me.. till todae, i dun really noe wat i want! Yet my frenz hu haf been around me every part of life.. i .. i .. amd a BAKA.. shld have cared more.. if i bothered.. >>>>> wat are frenz? wat are they for? company? in times of need oni? or juz a stepping stone? *SIGH*

I juz chatted wif a close fren of mine.. he got injuredwhile working on the aircraft, and one thing leads to another.. causing his lungs to collapse! No details as it's too confidential... So juz dun ask.. DUN...

When i first entered into the airforce i was really happy.
1) i can meet with Jason & have a chance to work wif him,
2) My father is an airforce personnel
3) It is THOUGHT that going to the airforce is "easy life"-- THOUGHT!!!
i even contemplated on signing on at my father's idea..

But, Now as my stint is coming to an end, i feel that everything is not worth it. I still luv my work, getting a chance to know wat kind of things my father used to do, given a chance to go where nobody else has been, and a role dfferent from the normal "jungle rungle".

The aviation industry is an very very serious one. No matter where, as long as it deals with planes, SAFETY must not be comprimse. --> Cars can stop on road, but once an a/c stops that's the end of the road.

but as the days go by, things juz happen. morale becomes lower & lower. People become afraid. To sae the truth, i luv my country but not to the extend to where my life is at stake.

Part II:

Juz finished dinner & told my father about my fren's case-- Guess wat.. a seris of long talks but wat he sae's always ALWAYS make sense :

• When things happen, there are no friends. Only goats are left [SCAPE if u noe wat i mean]
• Hero is always the 1st to die while the others get away scott free E.g. If u feel that everybody has been working too long and juz ask for early release, YOU stay behind while others go home.
• CO would rather loose an 'ikan' rather than his right hand(E.g. WO, EO etc)
• Speak/ Highlight only when u are suppose to, any other timing u'll haf an early death. [Unless u are a lawyer or have good backing/power.]
• This world is & will always be unfair
• Having a good backing helps, unless it's a major (e.g murder, loss of tools *SIGH*)
• Last but not least -- When people are being Fair, there will always be some others who are more Fair.

Thus i have decided, the best is to be classified as the more Fair group. That way, it doen't really matter if the worlds unfair.. hehe... Need I say more about the backing?